Wednesday, November 28, 2007
THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE& NOW ITS SO CLEAR..WONDERFULL THINGS THAT MAKES LIFE GREAT..NOTHING CAN CHANGE ABOUT IT..IT IS THE BEST FEELING..YYYYiNnOCEnce is BRILLIANT.
Saturday, November 17, 2007
HELLO,a really goodnight to all the readers..been a long tyme since i posted yeahs??ok well..life have been really difficult for me..to the extreme..you know what??..i dont quite really miss school anyway..but..maybe just a little ;) perhaps..eh??haha..ive been working non-stop already..its like my second home i cud rely on..ive been always waiting for him to call me..but then i think that the phone have already stops ringing..for quite sometime..sometimes i get quite confused about things evolving around me actually..now the fact is...the only fact is..for now..no ones there for me..the last time you called me was when,i called you at night..& out of sudden ur tone changes,..& didnt evn say the sweetest word u used to say to me for quite a very long tyme..i was totally shocked..that when i said bye,youare just nice to end..so i guess it wasnt my bet ryte??so i just hope...ONLY..hoping..the answers will fell directly to my hands..& tell me whats going on..i just need sometime with you..but could you spare me?? i need sometime to let you listen..are you there for me..??i just need that time..for you..to come bck..& say..you always love me..or just say what you wanna say...cos for the time..i told you..only you..who was tere in every beat..did you just make me fade out of ur heart??where are you..?you had fun..but ive been through hell..you enjoyed ur times with friends..but i was in & out of house working everyday & crying now & then after work.so tell me..whose there for me..??ANYONE??tell me..just who was the greatest person who was there for me??i tell you who..ONLY ME..MY OWN SOUL..MY OWN OTHER HALVESWHO KEEPS ME GOING..ENCOURAGING MYSELF..HELPING MY OTHER HALVES NOT TO GIVE UP.&CRYING ALONE AT HOME..& ONLY A PILLOW TO SHARE & ABSORB MY TEARS WHEN I NEED IT..tell me who was there..??onlyme..i was the one..who cried.all these time..& was there myself..allah was there with me..guiding me to stay strong..where have you all been??:')
Sunday, November 11, 2007
hey everone..yea..long tyme since i post up didnt i???..these few days..i just felt like all the broken pieces.one question..i didnt noe how to fix my heart up..i dont know which one goes in the right places..so there i was confused..for all the things in the world..i just wanna thought that iwanna go far away from life..but how??stupid things occur..but soon i realise..it was just another broken ending..who am i..i dont know now..i was disfigured.all of the sudden.i was drowning the past days..now & then..i cried..but one thing..i cried,not because,i was WEAKi cried not becauseim afaidi cried not because,im useless..FOR EVERYTHING THAT I CRED FOR..its because..part of it was misplaced.& i cant breathe or helped my self with only my another half.& it was hard going on with the half hearted..& i longed to wait for my another half to be recovered..and stay in place where it used to be..so i can start beating again..& veins will hold on toone another & not letting go,..for once i lost my other half of heart..maybe i placed it somewhre i cant remember..so if i did any mistake..i agree my mind was a mess & misplaced.there i was..a silly one..& everything bad one..& now i can only wish that my other half of damage heart soon recoveror to lost my other half heart,sot hat i have none..& went away..just like where sands meets the oceans.& return to where i came from..my only hope..to be happy.& thats it..
Sunday, November 4, 2007
hey me again :Dya lol..:p ok..hehe! today was.ermm..ouh.ya correct! sunday..7 more mins to monday! :)i was supposed to work today..but i have to agree..long tyme since i spent quality time with my cousins..i hardly have time for her & other of my cousins..:( bad ehs? haiss..its not that i dont..just that time was harsh for me..with no one to turn too..so there i was stuck up in fairytale..a bad one i mean hahaha..so decided to go out with her today and didnt turn for work..we went like all sorts of shopping centres..from the filthry rich one to the teenage life..i can see the luxury of living for some.i think it shud be heavens ryte??i ate BK!burkerking..i ate turkey bacon..ok yum..just that didnt expect the bacon was hard..hahaa! XP nice..!thumbs up!:)))she ask me ate the leftover fries that is stil like alot..but i still eat..cos im hungry these few days..heh!:D went out && buy mint chocolate chip..yumm..that IS REALLY DELICIOUS!!!:) i want more ice cream!!ten thumbs up!!!!!!!!go grab it..very nice!!we went like dunnoe how many shops oready..i still enjoy fun with hercos me and her=craps.all we speak are craps..but i did annoy her..i stomp her feet..heh!she screamed!:)))))yey!!ghehehe!!!7+ we head hommie..pictures coming soon..:) erms heh..tomoro??haha..she wanna catch scoobie doo..so headed home;)byebye readers im tired!!='X veryy...but i still cant sleep..dnt noe why...but still byebye..SONGsCOMING RIGHT UP TOMOROW..only here onwww.the-musicsites.blogspot.comouh ya!
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