Saturday, November 17, 2007
HELLO,a really goodnight to all the readers..been a long tyme since i posted yeahs??ok well..life have been really difficult for me..to the extreme..you know what??..i dont quite really miss school anyway..but..maybe just a little ;) perhaps..eh??haha..ive been working non-stop already..its like my second home i cud rely on..ive been always waiting for him to call me..but then i think that the phone have already stops ringing..for quite sometime..sometimes i get quite confused about things evolving around me actually..now the fact is...the only fact is..for now..no ones there for me..the last time you called me was when,i called you at night..& out of sudden ur tone changes,..& didnt evn say the sweetest word u used to say to me for quite a very long tyme..i was totally shocked..that when i said bye,youare just nice to end..so i guess it wasnt my bet ryte??so i just hope...ONLY..hoping..the answers will fell directly to my hands..& tell me whats going on..i just need sometime with you..but could you spare me?? i need sometime to let you listen..are you there for me..??i just need that time..for you..to come bck..& say..you always love me..or just say what you wanna say...cos for the time..i told you..only you..who was tere in every beat..did you just make me fade out of ur heart??where are you..?you had fun..but ive been through hell..you enjoyed ur times with friends..but i was in & out of house working everyday & crying now & then after work.so tell me..whose there for me..??ANYONE??tell me..just who was the greatest person who was there for me??i tell you who..ONLY ME..MY OWN SOUL..MY OWN OTHER HALVESWHO KEEPS ME GOING..ENCOURAGING MYSELF..HELPING MY OTHER HALVES NOT TO GIVE UP.&CRYING ALONE AT HOME..& ONLY A PILLOW TO SHARE & ABSORB MY TEARS WHEN I NEED IT..tell me who was there..??onlyme..i was the one..who cried.all these time..& was there myself..allah was there with me..guiding me to stay strong..where have you all been??:')