geesh,..i woke up eff early today..at 7:30..haha..this is the first time,on just a saturday day..where peole always wake up in the noon ;) ok..so,..today,... mates left me a msg..telling me theres class today...at 10am..yes,agreed..it not too late to tell me last min..as its only 8,by the time i replied..:D barely..i coulnt attend.. why..?? ok..this is why.. :) i have prayers as a whole cussins & family..coming together..it rarely done ok..but today is it!..well..,i still could feel.. the presence of dark memory flashing back at me again...that i could not avoid..yet endure.. i really miss my beloved boy...its been days...i didnt get to see his face.. boy i really miss you :) that explains all :) ive been grounded..as usuall.. *clapp**clap*** & he understands that..yep..,he always do..:) everytime..i imagined..what it feels like right beside you..~ and i know he feels it too... boy..,how am i to fix things up.?? love,..if you could stay half of ur heart with me.. bet you feel my pain tooo.. and yes...my mates syahidah,sorry if i caused you to sit outside of the class too..well..friends forgive & forget..i'd stay with you too didnt i..? as tcher didnt notice me at first..i raise my hand up..
to be there with you too.. my beloved boy..., how i wonder,... what would it be like when school starts again.. im bearing it..~
& i know..,your way,much better than me.. more smarter..comparing to a dumb look like mine.. ure much2 sweeter than i am...u got good friends all around you, comparing to a silent old me.. thats left dusty..~ & cause i know......, i knoww....~
loves, me,silent rotting kid!geesh... it wasnt because im mute,& i cant talk its only cause, speechless..& none else more