WEDNESDAY~ another day without my beloved boy... if i could...i will hold on to the troubles & excessive pain that im going through but then..i cant help it by telling you all my problems..i knew you might worry,. but thats not what i want...ive not been going well with family these days.. & boy..since you left hometown..ive been through thick & thin by my own... & you told me to dtay strong through whatever it is..& love...ive been waiting for ur return..(: the days are getting nearer..& im trying to put blind smile through anything i see..cause it not only hides my pain...but my true personality too.. if anyone think that i dun behave like what a proper girl should behave, well im sorry,& sad to say.. i dont live to please ppeople...i think that im ok.. even if i dont look like..(: & if anyone should think that i behave like a boy.. with no manners ahead.& i love fighting with my ass funny mates in class.. then,have it your way..cause i dun care much on what people... THANKS FOR ALL THE WISHES ALL MY FRIENDS!!(: JOY,IM OK...HAHA(: IT STILL HURTS LIKE $%^^&*& BUT,WHO SAYS IM NOT STRONG ENUF O ENDURE(: i treasure my friends.... ps.i will try to hold on longer..even if it kills to take my breathe away~