its been hard off these days,ive gotten all the results in..sighh fewwhh.. everything felt ouh-so shattered like broken pieces glass..that cant be touched,or even fixed into place..as i felt blogger isnt a good place to share the inner thought as,blogger is not privacy,..i just dont feel right though..sighh~ ive been sighing for the past days,dont forget the nights too..,before im off to bed..i only hoped that,he would feel what i felt..now,its obvious that i need him now,often..but then..i realised,he cant always be there,..not always.. i feel something was a miss..i felt somethings hidden in you..i just can feel it.. its so strong to make me feel so sure...& uncomfortable to ask it out..if only you could say it out..without me asking it..
& yestersay outing was a short one with me and love.. about an 1hr pluss??.. love..cant you see those iced eyes of mine?? it hardly drop a tear infront of you..its drowning right behind you everytime.. im off looking to a positive side everyday...to make it better & brighter.. love..i told you i will make this last..i promise..& you shall do it too..
love...i felt that ive been pouring all the love to you each day.. without failing..&& now..i felt ,as if..it was a one sided love now..
love..isnt this the time you gave in yours?? love...once more if id had to repeat, i trusted you..for what you've done,even for what you said,for where youve been, from whom ure with...i really trust you..&& never once it crossed my mind to deny you... love will you do the same???
love.... if only you knew i need you now.. let me drowned all my tears to you...
love,you knew me better ryte??:) love,..do you know i need you now?? :'D