Wednesday, May 14, 2008
WEDNESDAY
LETS ALL BELIEVE :)its two-days away without my darl'love :p
sighh..ive been rotting like,even more rotten that anything else.. -_-''
ok..ya..ya,..true..ive not been sleeping well,& at times,i fell asleep out of
nowhere,but then..hols,are preety much tiring..than school days,ive been thinking to start working again...but then,ive heard that i still got classes
at night time,so its around a fifty2 choice for me.. :) imagine,i was staring at the robot com that seems so "human geniously made" that is the computer lah..
for the whole **** day! goshhh... i swear..i got nothing else to do..
i was waiting for my love to msg me,or to ask me out..but he's busy,till the week
so ive had to bear,..each day apart from him makes me feell...soooooooooo
helpless,..but yet,i knew he put me in his heart no matter where he goes,
you see..his very important to me ryte now,for a moment of time,
ive at least felt the peaceness of the world,..with him,ive forget all about my huge nasty problems,& as i promised,i will make this last..
i'll pray hard,& promise to be patient,to go thru the challenges ahead of time
cause at least now i realise,love is not bad,nor harmfull,but only humans
are nastier,& making love a bad meaning,.loving anyone,is wonderfull
but understanding he true meaning,means alot more....
on certain times,i felt,i was harsh..,but after a few mins later,i realise what i
said was wrong,so indeed,i wont reapeat & apologise :)
it just takes time,to feel something,cos everything,needs thinking,& time..
understanding makes it a whole lot better...
ive been savey,yet thrifty..
but it helps later,cos hols coming
hols=no money :) hahahah..
so tell me...before hols start,what is my decision to plan??
i got dnt to go on..my workpiece..&& how about $$$
ive been wanting & bragging bout buying stuff since the first month of 2008
so shud i work to get $$$
or...
put that later..???hahaha..im confused,
let me decide on that later....more cravings in mind,!
sushi,brownies,aunties anne,chippy,ramen!!
&& MORE....!!
so shud i??? hahaa..buying 1 sushi makes me think the whole way,&&
ended up not buying,cos if you have a cash,& when u bought it,..the amount
will be smashed with some dollars& some cents..&& ot doesnt look nice
as the dollar note you had the first place ryte?? hahaha:)
munching on choc coated wafer now :p ubber nyumm!
yet stuck on the screen to type more stories..
well readers,do ever trust ur dreams?? hehehe :D
&& you know what,an hour ago,i got this silly idea..to cut my own hair..
cos i wanna make it more unique..
but i didnt,cos im afaird,the next time i cut my hair at any shop,they may not
be able to folow the style that i wanted ;p
so dont try these at home,* if ure crazier enuf to think like mine ;) hahaha
STILLLLLL I MISSED HIMMM...&& ITS HIS FIRST DAY AT A NEW
WORK PLACE,:D he'll do fine ;DDDDD
groving into my songs??
wel,hit the floor & groove that !!:P
hehehe
much love
:D