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Would you drizzle the rain with me?

heyy!! :DDDDDDDDDDD hahahaa..*giggles*
i know..its been long..hahaha....im so-not having a good month..)))):
as people kept asking me why do i always fall asleep in school like evryday???
hmph..)))))))): i know i did not..only between lesson..but not whole lesson!!!!!!!!erghhh
i dont want to be known for lazyness..infact tired people are the most hardworking..
agreed?? hmm....i felt like stuffing more food in my mouth..no,..........not that im stressed out..
&& have this bad habits..but..id just dont want to think about it..
even now..can i just have 1 day whole time free rest for myself?? sighhhss..u know what even now...they are still like bugg me bout everything these and that..,
sometimes..i just felt so exhausted...& like wanna go somewhere elses on vacation..but rest assured..im going overseas soon enuf(:
currently on hiatus!




the past days was damn hectic..
&& you could see that ive changed blogskins(((((((((((:
hahahha...chatted with some of mates in the afternnon..
had a boring chat..while theres one who pissed me off..& started blocking the person..

&&&&&&&& sorry,..id post up tomorow..


mch love..

D:

sigh im in nooooooo mooooooooood

hello RAINNDROPS(:
haha,&& readers as well(((((((((((:

lets talk about my wonderfull saturday..
i cant hang on this..,felt like i wanna bloat everything that i felt that day!
it was kindoff like cinderella dream((((:,but just that it wasnt a dream...
plus,the rain..&& how the heros saved us...hahahaha..
awwwhh...how nice ryte...it was like soooo touching,...
but just one thing..(:
how i wished..i know who'd he is..
cos my eyes are blured & it was night time..
its was like an open ending storey..while i sat there drenched with rain..while he hand me over
dry towels..(:

hahahahaha..
okok! cut it out..
any much sweeter than this?? hahaha!

but obviously..it was a favourable dream to keep..
but hey..im just wondering..((((((:

i was plugging in this hawaian song..&& the whole scene was like ouh -so real..
every action hit the songs..(:
gheeshh...(:
heheheeehehe...ok..
life?
bored.
eyes,
sleepy..
ears,
cant stand it
mouth,
just shutting..

& ALL I CRAVE NOW IS..
SENNNNNNNNNTOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
again!
yes,yes!
again(((((((:

how about,everyday((((((((:
hehehehe

post up pic soon!

much loves!

hey readers(((((((((:

yeayeaaaaaaa...its been effing long since ive got the time to update..
even today..im going ot type damn ass fast cos i got an appointment later on..sheeshh..
im exhausted -_- realllllllyy..... sighh...life was so jumbled up for the past days..including today..
but err,..for a bit..(: hahs! jumbled up in a sense of...feelingd..i suppose..my brain are still scaterred..so dun blame on me why..its liike a jolt...the memory passed me off ike a jolt..get it??
i cant even stand still to dream of awhile..cos my mind will flow to somewhere else..
so with that..im effing ly making myself ubbber much busy lady....cos i cant bear spending time to think of it...nehhh!! i could get a hold of myself..not that im weak..or running away from stuffs or smthg...but..its better off left alone..rather than touching it..hadnt had my lunch yet..
going soon...((((((((((: tv channels are rotting like shiiiiiiiiiiiiiaaaaaaat...theres this stupid human ape im watching now..the face is green...nope2..not shrek...its way more ugllier..
just that..this thing loves to cook..LLLLLLLLLLAAMEE!!-_-'' hahahhahaa..
so my back is facing the tv...i'll let my butt do the talking to the ugly monster..hahahaha
while i face the comp..posting off to another school for papaer was drawing nearrrrrrr
nervous..of course! why wouldnt i be?? a thumping feeling..and a rockking boat floods
my lungs..almost half of it....my n's work place shall be at marina..ive aimed it too long(:
&& going to work there for 3 mths,............ && SAVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

cos ive got smthg in mind...
nono..i dun wanna share...((((((((((((((:
ok now the tv has this farm song...not ouh macdonald..
but more happierrr..my ears burning..i cant even stretched for the remote..to turn my back was
another thing i dont want to...
my food is getting cold..gonna heat it up again..
ouh maybe..dont sweat it...im gonna eat cold rice too...so its the same-_-

wednesday,was a great day to start off with heavy rain.. ((((((((((:
ubberly cooling...with headphones plugged in..(:
today was as the same as any other days,in fact.,,i slept in between lesson,but luckily.
it was a relief t-cher..(: so i didnt miss out anything(: yeeppiee!!
but i ended up having dark circles on my eyes!! ahhaha:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
so swallen lahh DEYY!!:(((((((((((( i puled out various peepoo to accompany me to the toilet..
none wants,.so i pull out deary nas to accompany me..
i wash & wash...finnaly!..slightly better:)
concerntrated 100% on everything! cos my energy was restored!
& off to dnt next lesson..dun ask me what happened..
all my budds& lame asses bully me..that makes me showed off my
martial arts skills.. hahaha..
esp pinching!:))))
so its,10:59pm now.im not in bed..i dun feel like it..maybe soon..
lifes kinda bored...but i dun blame..((: i just hoped my n's are over,so i could start off working
for like 3mths((((((((((((: what i really want is..a very2 relaxing dayyyyyyyyyyyy!
that i could put my mind off!! im soo stressed..&& my msn peepo stucked me in my brain
&& mixed me up like rojak all over again,stressed nye aku ni!!!!!

arghhhh!!!!
nemind2...............

if they'd messd me up last time..
aint no other meesing up with me again..


:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i'll be,i'd be..

trust me,im GEEKY..i go MADD :DDDDDDDDDD & we'll kill all f****ing JERKS hahs!(:


school todays was sort of,OKOK....
nothing more or much happened..,other than i giggled for sytraight 10mins
for a joke((((: hahaa..school was just plain..but id think its not bored at all..
i feel time is getting shorter & shorter evrytime..like..when i didnt go for recess,its just feels like 5 mins in classroom without eating..and a day feels like just an hr...hehs!:D
time is really ticking..hahaha..till noww!!!!..
but then i felt like bloging evrytime..so id had no worries ok:)
mums not home yet..so does father..he just went out a few mins ago..
at home is where boredomn lives for me..i got no new storybooks to readd!! && im craving for one..esp the "little black dress" productions..i barrely couldnt get my hands off them man!!!
tittles on front page seemed tempted for me to take it away from the shop! but NONO..
im not like that..maybe i'll crave..or even..i'll gonna get over it sometime((((((:
but if u knew,..ud bertter get ur hands on them too..at the "times" shop at marina sq~!
&& i'll just hpe everyday was gonna be splendid..
&& i wanna go johor badly....!! why??? hahaha..
mums know why.. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

till here readers!(:

with love,
EL(:







my school desk;D



im gg to sleep (:

enjoy the vids:D

nite2!

heyy peepoo (((:
its 4:06 am..now..
&& yes..i havent sleep yet..harr harrhaarrr!!!:DDDD
watch dvd just now..with dad..ate && drink 3 cups of milo straight with handmade caramel
bought by sister love at vivo(: ubberly nice okehss..:DDD thanks babe!!!
went marina earlier on with deary friwnd mates anne..head to ljs first to eat..sooooo sooo shocked,price raised up to like&^%&&!!! sighh 0.o!!!!
if last time i closed my eyes & doesnt care...,i tell you what..it REALLLY MEANT alot noww ok!
since,its hard to work & study at the same time..i ended up having holes in my pocket..
DDDDD: awwwwwwwwwwwwwh!
im feeling kinda tipsy now...dunno why..hahahaha..
&& yes..probs was after me like waterfall...im hanging on...half way there only..
but..yes...i mean..&& yes..haha..im getting over it much((:
im going on strong alone..despite just stopping on right there...
everyday was now like a bad hair dayy..
all i can say is.."i dont care what you all think "hahaa...cos im so done with to worry all bout this
stuff..it really annoys me..
&&
im getting tired now..shall post up or..continue tomorrow((((:

nite~~~

Today was normal like any other days,..
just that its half day today!!(((((:
but nothing intresting struck my mind..,mates came for a visit && watched dvds all
day long:DD... its ubberly funn!((: we even slept as were exhausted from all the eating,
drinking& watching..hahaha:D
counselling session for my buddy mates are done..cos i know..now is the time..she really
really needs me..&& i want to be there with her to solve her doubts..
&& im glad shes doing fine..i can feel her pain shes going throughh..sighh..
the funny things is,i lend her a puma shirt to wear for the day,as shes wearing polo'ts
hahaha;DDD..
i feel to deep sleep after watching kungfu panda! she woke me up..and says,"ouhh you sleep,
dont lie..!!i know u sleep" i was like.."no...im not..haha..& went dozing off again..
i felt ike as if she was a small sister to me..hehehe(:
she woke me up & says..tie me a ponytail pls..hahaha..i was.."ok..ok.."
i rubbed my eyes and neatly combed her hair..i sent her to bustop &
waited for her bus..next,sister love rang me up a few mins later..to talk to me awhile..
i forgot i got a miserable camp tomorow,so i cancelled and promisedher my sundays(:
okok..
till here.,.
dads scolding me for using the com!

well yes,its wednesday,& its 10.42pm now..
im still onto coursework lahh..-_-''
after school went straight home,& nothing much............
&& currently some touching incident happened today..only sister love knews it(:
well,im proud to say that,sister love(cousin) was there when i need her...

the best thing is..im going onto recovery..
im slowly mending this heart..


gdnights!