hey readers(((((((((: yeayeaaaaaaa...its been effing long since ive got the time to update.. even today..im going ot type damn ass fast cos i got an appointment later on..sheeshh.. im exhausted -_- realllllllyy..... sighh...life was so jumbled up for the past days..including today.. but err,..for a bit..(: hahs! jumbled up in a sense of...feelingd..i suppose..my brain are still scaterred..so dun blame on me why..its liike a jolt...the memory passed me off ike a jolt..get it?? i cant even stand still to dream of awhile..cos my mind will flow to somewhere else.. so with that..im effing ly making myself ubbber much busy lady....cos i cant bear spending time to think of it...nehhh!! i could get a hold of myself..not that im weak..or running away from stuffs or smthg...but..its better off left alone..rather than touching it..hadnt had my lunch yet.. going soon...((((((((((: tv channels are rotting like shiiiiiiiiiiiiiaaaaaaat...theres this stupid human ape im watching now..the face is green...nope2..not shrek...its way more ugllier.. just that..this thing loves to cook..LLLLLLLLLLAAMEE!!-_-'' hahahhahaa.. so my back is facing the tv...i'll let my butt do the talking to the ugly monster..hahahaha while i face the comp..posting off to another school for papaer was drawing nearrrrrrr nervous..of course! why wouldnt i be?? a thumping feeling..and a rockking boat floods my lungs..almost half of it....my n's work place shall be at marina..ive aimed it too long(: && going to work there for 3 mths,............ && SAVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! cos ive got smthg in mind... nono..i dun wanna share...((((((((((((((: ok now the tv has this farm song...not ouh macdonald.. but more happierrr..my ears burning..i cant even stretched for the remote..to turn my back was another thing i dont want to... my food is getting cold..gonna heat it up again.. ouh maybe..dont sweat it...im gonna eat cold rice too...so its the same-_-