ive beenreally realllyy...packed up these days.. most of all,projects.. -_- im still pulling my heads on them..even though it dued long time... prelims are going on right now..but all i see on my face are stressed up features that just gloomed my days off.. )): but im very very effing happy for saturday & sunday even though i poured in bed last night for not backing up on my lazyness...i still know one thing..ive got my mum..so does my families....even though i see lagg off attention from my fathers & all && im so..sooo stuck lagging behind time..i just wanna have a break through... & i didnt even remeber the last time i smiled so happy & felt good within.. yesterday..was a memorable day...me & mum..i realise she's there... she was awake with me the whole night..even though she was fregging tired cos i took her out on sunday to browse on stuff & shopped for the day((((((: ... who says i need bf's? who says im still weak??? says who?? says whoo?? ...even though i knew i poured so much the other months..i knew..it wasnt even worth a tear..when no ones there to care...i see that the world was much bigger..&& theres alot more people u dont know...but heres this...its like magic... out of a sudden...there a lot more people wanted knowing you...& u felt so locked up..& not letting myself go,..in a sense that..to mixed with them.. cos one thing i know..with or without a special someone...doesnt meant.. i cant breathe...., i cant lift my legs up.... but to see where i stand now... i think... its ok being my own :DDDDDD